Saturday, August 21, 2010

My heart

I find myself wondering on a daily basis, "How do I have such beautiful children?" And "How am I so blessed that I get to call them mine?"

While I have not taken for granted the time I get with my children, I have a new appreciation for the day to day things that I get to experience. The intricate parts of their personalities that I get to be privy to just because I spend so much time with them.

I am looking for a new job. One that will take me away from my children more, but will actually pay the ever-increasing bills. I know it is a necessity at this time of my life. I have a good child care plan. It's going to be ok.

But, I am heartbroken.


1 comment:

  1. Oh Dareth! I totally know how you feel about the fortune we have just by being our kids parents. It is so teat to be able to watch them as they do their thing. I can understand feeling different about having to work away from them. The good thing is that you have had all this time with them up until now. I hope that you can find something that will fit your needs. I'm sure you will be great at whatever it is.

    Hugs to you!